Thursday, December 4, 2008

This one goes out to the one I love.

These last few months have been pretty hard. I turn 25 a month from yesterday, but my quarter-life crisis started a little bit earlier than that. I don't want to complain, so think of this more as a "lament."

I have a good job that has great benefits and pretty decent pay, but it's not anywhere near to what I've been studying/training for and it's in rural SD not a big bustling city. My family loves me. I have a few close friends, but they only exist online. I don't see anybody who really gets me on anywhere close to a daily, weekly, or monthly basis. I wish I were in a place where my environment pushed me to be better, where I was challenged by my work and I felt like I was getting somewhere on a personal and professional level.

After so many months of deprivation, I have little patience and alotta desperation. That's why I'm dedicating the song "Change Yourself" by Sister Hazel to myself - the one I love.

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